Waiting is difficult sometimes. I get frustrated with my kids when they are not patient but sometimes I'm the one who needs to learn patience.

I am waiting to find out whether or not a grant came through to hire me on contract for a year.
I am a little worried about not having a job because of money but mostly I just want to know what I'll be doing this year. I know I'll have a job, as my sister put it, "I'm very marketable."
Its just the waiting to see if it'll be this contract or something else.

I guess its about knowing so I can plan my schedule and get organized. NOT that I'm a control-freak or anything.....I just wanna know.