State of Mind...

I have not posted on my blog in the last few days.
Not because I have nothing to say but because I have so much to say.
It seems there has not been a static moment among my neurons in the last 5 days.
Since I am still formulating my thoughts on many of these revelations, I will not put
them "out there" just yet.

Rather, I will tell those who read this blog, that I am alive, and not brain dead.
I am processing my tenets regarding the following:

• relationships
• the value of friendship
• compromise
• gender issues (the limitations of femininity esp. in area of authority)
• true (God-given) leadership vs. position and titles
• fear of leaders
• fear of leading
• religious attitudes vs. freedom
• fear of intimacy
• fear of the lack of intimacy
• the need for validation in pieces of identity that I have owned

So what's this all about...I know I am usually a person who questions and values truth, but this is ALOT of questions...even for me!!!

Does this have anything to do with turning 30 in a few months?