Denial

I am currently enjoying being on holidays from my job. I haven't checked my email in two weeks. I've been pretending that I don't have a job. In my little fantasy, I stay home with my kids all the time. I cook and bake like this all the time and I always have time to keep my house clean. In my make believe life I spend all my days like today...in my pajamas, reading books, doing my kids nails, and building igloos in the front yard.

The truth is I don't want to go back to work.
I don't want to think about it.
I don't want to face how much there is to do.
I want to go on pretending.

Sad.
So so sad.